I have identified an issue that might be preventing me from experiencing true satisfaction with life: I have too much time on my hands. I need more activities, interests, and commitments to provide structure to my everyday comings and goings. The past couple weeks I’ve been going directly to class after work on Monday and Wednesday, and then Tuesday is ladies’ night for dinner and $1 scoop ice cream at Baskin Robbins. I still have plenty of time spent sitting on the couch at the computer: reading articles, looking at celebrity gossip websites, talking online, watching videos… I’m halfheartedly looking for a regular volunteer opportunity.
The two major hospitals near me request commitments of at least 4 hours per week and I had been thinking that I’d like to do closer to 4 hours per month, not week. I might still look into it, especially because one of them says “2-4 hours/week” in one of their FAQ sections and I could do 2. Both allow potential volunteers to specify whether or not they prefer to work with patients (no) and if they’d be ok working in an office environment (yes). I also did a quick, unproductive search for local nursing homes that need volunteers to provide company for residents. During a summer in college I assisted with bingo hour on Wednesdays at a nursing home and I’d be interested in doing something similar again, especially since my grandparents are all dead. Perhaps I would be paired with a few residents who could use a regular visitor. Then again, I vaguely remember that my experiences that summer were depressing more than anything, leaving me horrified by what happens in old age. I vowed to be 19 forever. While I didn’t manage to hold onto 19, at least I’m still young. I hear 26 is the new 19.